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Showing posts with label bloggers. Show all posts

Friday, October 11, 2013

Prompt No 20: Your earliest childhood memory

We dont let others to get into our small gang whom consist of five cousins. We stay in the same neighbourhood,our  room doors are always open to each other but not to strangers.Meal time is always wonderful because we have varieties to put onto our plates. I remember those days when we will wake up the earliest on weekends and go for our morning activities. Whomever reach the  the other side of the road first will  emerge as the winner .I remembered how having short legs and heavy body always prevented me from being one. We are also one of the creative kids in the neighbourhood. When we heard there is serial kidnapper roaming in our town, we decided to hold an ad hoc meeting and brainstorm ideas to protect ourselves from these criminals. One of the task was to create a weapon out of anything that can make us escape from dangerous adults. I came out with a weapon made out of ice cream sticks and needles. I sellotaped the needles to the sticks where the sharp points pointed out and covered it with a thermometer cap. Another one of us came out with bottle containing the shavings of pencils that can be used as an alternative to pepper sprays. 

Birthdays are always wonderful. Everytime someone's birthday hit the calendar , all of us will come up with something and combined it together to make it look like a hamper.This will definitely bring up a smile on the birthday baby's face. Meanwhile on the afternoons we spent time at the beach beside our apartment to collect crabs and also busy digging soils in the field believing that we can find new water source for all of us. We even make our own kites out of newspapers and bamboo sticks.I remembered my Dad had to come looking for me because I will be so lost in our adventures that dinner time always almost end at the time we reach our own homes.

As we grew to become adults,a lot of things have changed since then,we stopped talking to each other. I have lost touch with two cousins because our parents decides to end ties with each other. The other cousins are too busy with their own world and so goes with me. I have deliberately deattached myself from them because of clashing thoughts and arguments over things that doesnt matter.

Everything has changed. Now,we have new fields open and more playgrounds are built. There is a reserved path for cyclers and more shops available if you want to grab some chocolates.Sadly,the beach beside our apartment is no longer open for public and so does our hearts stop looking over for each other too..

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Prompt No 19:The last thing that made you cry

Every two days I will cry. I can't explain why,I know why but it doesnt matter actually. Its more like a programmed schedule, my biological alarm goes off and that's it,all hell breaks loose. One of most prominent event that worth for a blog post happened a month ago while watching a movie with RJ in the car. Body 19 (2007) is a Thai horror movie. I'm the kind of person who will be thrilled to watch a horror movie but cant deal with the consequences after watching one. Everything was going fine during the movie,  apart from the constant jump from the seat and mini heart attacks. I was okay till the end of the movie but as soon as the credit screen shows up I started to cry uncontrollably. Of course,the person beside was totally clueless of what happened and why I'm crying after watching a ghost movie. It's acceptable if someone refused to sleep alone at night after watching one but to cry with so much emotions is totally out from his limited understanding of his lady love. I owe him an explanation

And so I explained..

I cried because one of the character in the movie which later on became the ghost, was actually chopped into pieces by the person who claim to have loved her before. When the guy opened her up he will be shocked to find out that there is a feotus inside her body. Of course he mourned the lost life for a while but continue to chop the body even after he knew that its not possible to recover any pulse from her. I felt as if I was there at the crime scene watching a sin unfolding in front of my eyes. I witnessed him destroying every part of her body that loved him. I watched him killing two lives at the same time. I got depressed and couldn't stop my tears from flowing. I'm afraid what if one day the person beside me chopped me into pieces too. Everytime I watch a movie,I will take it personal,too personal that I will engage myself with the characters. I will feel their pain,I will cry for them and I will talk about them for days..and I cant stop thinking what will happen if I have the same ending as them. (Now you know what is my problem?) 

He looked at me,afraid to say a word ..

I will not cut you into pieces honey. I know he silently wishes that one day I can trust him fully,that no movie scenes could take that away from him.

Oh yeah, did I tell you guys that I'm totally banned from watching horror movies since that historical day?

Monday, October 7, 2013

Prompt No 18: An anti-bucket list: the things you hope to never do before you die

1.Yell at my boss. I hope I will never have to yell at my boss because he's the best :)

2.To be Moneyless

3.Break up with my love

4.Stab my brother because sometimes I just hate him that much

5.To see my love one dying

6.Commit suicide

7.To die young.

8.To trip and fall while holding a cup of hot drink/soup.

9.Cause accident to other while driving. Its not fair for them to suffer from injury due to my own carelessness.

10. Jobless. I suffered without job for months and I never wish to do it again.

11.Pierce my nose. Sometimes I wonder what will happen when those with pierced nose have flu. No offense,really

12. To stutter on my words when doing a public speaking in front of a crowd. That will be phenomenally epic failure for me.


13. To lose my passport when travelling to a different country. That will cost me a fortune.

14. To lose that two front teeth when I get old because it add characters to my face :P

15. To have to write another anti-bucket list on my blog because I have run out of ideas..

Love you all.. Thanks for reading my anti bucket list..

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Prompt No 17 : A letter to your mum/grandma/child

I'm not close to my grandma and I dont have a child. So, I would choose my mother to write this letter to.

Dear Mom,

How are you doing lately? I overheard you talking to grandma the other day, you explained the reason why you cant visit her in India. You mentioned that you have some obligations here and you cant just leave everything and take the nearest flight back home. 

Maybe its time for you to think about yourself. I don't want to see you starting another cycle of parenting with brother's kid. Well you have dedicated your life to us and you deserve to be given a chance to live your own. I dont want you waking up one day with regrets  of not taking the oppurtunity when it came knocking on your door. Let me buy you and dad a flight ticket please...


Love 
Your daughter


Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Prompt No 16: 7 things you learned from being a kid

After posting the previous entry,I was really  depressed and even thought of quitting blogger. I don't know why but every time I open up to anyone about the problem that I'm facing,I just wish I shouldn't have done it at all.:( I do appreciate the feedback from you guys. That shows some of you genuinely care about me :) .Don't get me wrong,I'm not trying to be an atheist but I'm just lacking the faith.Oh yeah,I bought myself a cheese burger but it tasted so awful that makes me feel more miserable than I am already.

Nothing to worry about. I'm used to this feeling and I think by continuing this 'Blogger challenge' at least can make me a bit happier.

Without further ado, 7 Things I've learned from being a kid....


1.If you want to achieve your dreams,do it with your own money not your parents

2. You will heal from whatever pain but scars stay forever


3. To Rise up every time you fall


4. Failure is as important as success

5.Laughing out loud can makes you feel good

6.Learned how to cook instant noodles

7.Sometimes  prayers can create miracles


Monday, September 30, 2013

Prompt No 15: The most difficult decision you’ve ever made. Write from the heart.

I would say the most difficult decision is yet to come.I'm just delaying it :( I'm a coward and I just dont have the guts to make the decision.Whatever decision I make,I'm going to hurt people that I love. How I wish I can have it all. :( But God is making me to choose. He said I shouldnt marry someone who doesnt belong to the same religion as mine. 

Sometimes I wonder if God exist what race He will choose to be in and which religion suits Him the best. Another thought came to my mind,if he choose one religion over another,is that mean He had to let go of others which are His own creations?. Nothing makes sense as I was taught God is loving and most benevolent.

Does God exist or not? I am more inclined to believe that He doesn't ..


Sunday, September 29, 2013

Prompt No 14: The day you started blogging. What were you thinking?

What I was thinking the day I started my blog? It was just a normal anonymous blog that I created to vent out my feelings. I would  like it to be an online diary that I can expect nobody in my family to sneak in my room and read or laugh to their hearts content. Some years ago, I found out that home isnt the safest place for my privacy when my elder brother read and laughed out loudly after reading one of my journal. It was more like a review of a movie that made me very sad. Since then, I still tried to write hard copy diaries but I cant keep up because the fear of intrusion is always there. And that was the reason I started this blog, The other side of me is more like an alter to my personality but deep down this place shows the real person I am.

One of the reason was not to waste any money or time consulting a shrink for all the tiny-miny problems that I'm facing.I personally believe this blog had done a greater job than what a certified psychiatrist can do. Although I shouldnt make this kind of judgement when  I have never consulted a shrink before but I'm glad this blog kept me insanely sane till now. If you know what I mean.

This blog had watched me grow into the person that I am now. Everything is recorded here,my usual rants on university assignements, stories about crushes that went wrong,some posts about family members and important events in life. This blog also provided me some skills in writing stories and cute poetries (in which I have stopped writing due to lack of imagination resulted from stressful lifestyle that I have chose for myself). Above all,I have gathered some good friends across the globe who will always be there whenever I need them. 

Coming this October 17 my blog will be celebrating its third year of anniversarry..
Special thanks to all of you who keep reading and supporting this blog :)


Saturday, September 28, 2013

Prompt No 13: Your first love/kiss

I find it extremely difficult to write this and that's why I procrastinated so long before posting this entry. Not that I have some sad moments in my past but i just don't know what to write actually. What does first love means? Is that the crush that I had with the guy next door? Or is it the way that a guy in school kept looking at me for one year without even attempting to approach me? I dont really know. Love is mysterious in its own way and I think to be in love is such a luckiest thing in the world.

I guess all a girl need is one true love that can make her  flush away all her childhood crushes into the toilet bowl and delete that part of her life from the memory compartment in the brain.To be honest,I'm not the golden girl in college that all the guys are after for.I'm just  a normally abnormal girl who prefer to sit quietly in the cafetaria and feels uncomfortable when anyone walks towards me with a tray of food to share the table and the meal time with me. I stop socializing some years ago. Marriage invitation will be unattended. Friends and colleagues birthdays are usually forgotten deliberately. Phone calls will always be silenced and I will only call back if there's anything urgent. I can say I stop looking forward to a lot of things in my life because I'm just too confused on what is true and what is not. Not to mention about the constant struggle within myself.

But despite all this, someone is always there to buy me food and accompany me during my meal time. Someone who I find it so comfortable to be with and someone's whose calls I will alway try to attend or call back when the time permits. Someone who looks me beyond my imperfections,someone who agrees to spend the lifetime with me even after all the tensions that I give him always,someone who tolerates my mood swings,someone who chose me instead of others,someone who decided not to walk away during difficult times and someone who wants to grow old with me...

Someone who is a walking encyclopedia,someone who taught me the logic of human's existence,someone who flips the coin and makes me to think the both sides of the story.Maybe there's a reason why it took so many years for him to meet me. But I'm glad that I met him now and I would like him to be a part of my future no matter what path I will take in my life. 

And that's what I call as my first love..

Monday, September 23, 2013

Prompt No 11: Your celebrity dinner party. Who would you invite?

If I’m a celebrity I would like to imagine myself as a writer cum celebrity. (You know someone like J K Rowling:P) Let’s make the dinner party to be a celebration party for the new book release which hit the best sellers list. Everyone who has a taste to appreciate good books is invited for the party. Spare the doubts; you won’t be seeing any hulky guys standing your way and deny the access to this party.

Without further ado, let’s roll down the VIP list. I love all my favorite authors equally. I think each one of them have something that others don’t have. Apart from my favorite orange juice and samosas in the menu list, I would like to see my celebrity dinner party to be a hub for all the writers and struggling writers to join hands and gather in the name of passion for reading and writing.

I would like to tell Khaled Hosseini in person that how much his books had me in tears. I want him to know that I don’t even bother about missing a bus in the middle of the night as I was deported to a different world while reading his books. I want to hold Enid Blyton’s hand and lead her to my room and show her all the pictures of my childhood. I want to tell her how much her books have been the truest companion in my life.

I want to let Edna O’Brien know that one of her book had been the mirror image of me and how I feared that the character’s ending will be the end of my story too. I don’t need to tell anything to Cecelia Ahern as she will understand by the number of her books on my show case. I would like Elizabeth Gilbert to sit beside me and tell me stories of her adventure in foreign lands. I want Orhan Pamuk to tell me what exactly happened in his mind when he decided to write ‘The Museum of Innocence’. I hope he comes with some good reasons to justify his book as it was one of the most difficult books that I have read so far.


Last but not least I would like to invite all of you, my fellow bloggers to my dinner party.  You can read and eat as much as you want.  Each of you will be given my book as a door gift and a memorable experience before you board the flight back to your hometowns. Enjoy your stay and I hope I will do enough justice of playing the host. 

Too much of bragging isn't it? Well blame it on the title  :P


Friday, September 13, 2013

Prompt No 10:A letter to your 16 year old self. What advice would you give?

Dear me,

What advise do I give to you,my16 years old self. Well I think it should be the other way around.The problem in writing this letter is I find it extremely difficult to offer advice to you because I guess I'm way better before than now. I wish I could go back to the past and steal away the younger 'me'.I might not be the best person to offer a lecture on how to live your life because there is no right way to live this life. At least let me give a shot...

Maybe one thing that annoyed me the most about you is the way you are so obsessed with what others are thinking about you,especially when it comes to your physical looks. You want to look more like the 'Others', those girls who believe having perfect waist leads to perfect boyfriends. Believe me,after all these years,I came to realize that things dont work that way.Maybe you might think that I'm trying to poke a hole on your bubbles of fantasy. Someday you'll realize that perfect guys dont exist but there's always one guy that will see you beyond your flaws and love you anyway. You dont have to trim your waist line to woo this guy,you just have to love him more and there's nothing else that he will ask you for.

You know when you are given the rights to advice someone else,you will suddenly realize that you just have a lot of wisdom to give away.So buckle up the seat belt and prepare to read my 'naggings'. Lucky you this is just a letter not a voice recording.Sometimes getting good grades is not everything in life. Its okay to fail and you dont have to cry a bucket for this and its okay to be friends with those who are not as smart as you. Mind you girl,we are all gifted in different ways. Some of your friends might not hit the class topper list but you never know they might be more successful than you in the future. Please let yourself to celebrate each others difference and use this time of your life to do things that makes you happy rather than feeding to the needs of the society. The world have enough of doctors and lawyers already.

Just a soft reminder sweetie,dont be scared of the future.Some days are bright and some days will be dark. At times,you might be feeling lost in the jungle without knowing if there's any path to follow but there's always some bread crumbs that will lead you to the right way. You might have to make hard decisions in life. Some incidents might shake your faith and make you to stop believing in dreams. You see, life is not that miserable as long you have a friend that you can call anytime, as long as you have your mommy dearie to make the best food in the world and as long as you have your loved ones waiting at the door step with ice creams after a hard day at work,everything should be fine. 

Its time to find your own self,go out there and make a difference..

Remember I will love you always for who you are..

Good night,sleep tight..<3











Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Prompt 9:Your most excruciatingly embarrassing moment.

Well,can I just skip this topic because I just have too many embarrassing moments that happened in my life.
I often find resemblance of myself with the character 'Bridget' whenever I watch the "Bridget Jones's Diary" So I will make this very quick and short ..ok?

There was a time in my life that I had to go school ,wearing school uniform and travelling in school bus. The school bus will arrive approximately around 7am, and its not the kind of bus that will actually wait for you until you come back with your forgotten purse or to wait until all the make ups are done. I was late and obviously was rushing to catch the bus. Perhaps I was concentrating too much at the good looking guy that was coming on my may that I wasn't aware or just couldn't care the presence of a drain in front of me. I tripped and fell into the drain. I'm not sure how much it hurt because I was just too embarrassed to feel any pain.I got up as quickly as I can and never look back since then. The good looking guy actually tried helping me but you see I have something more important to do,I have a bus to catch ...

Every now and then, I still trip and fall..


Friday, September 6, 2013

Prompt no 7:9 things you just can’t handle


1. Unflushed Toilet and all kind/colors of liquid that surrounds it.

Fine,public toilets might be dirty because the public is using it but what about the toilets in companies. Oh my God I just cant believe that some of  'professional' working ladies might need a crash course on toilet etiquette.

2.Smokes

Ever find yourselves in a situation where every way you turns,you inhales black puffy smokes all along. Being it smokers or the almost dying truckers on the roads,I cant handle smoke and of course I cant breathe in it.

3.Sarcasm

First,I'm not good at it. Second,I just don't get it. Third,I think people can be more straight forward than trying on sarcasm. Fourth,maybe I'm just too dumb.

4. The meddler

One moment you hear a group of people talking  loudly or you saw two friends having a deep serious conversation. The next moment,you will see the 'nosy parker' dropped everything and stand in the groups,trying to figure out what's behind the crowds. I cant stand nor handle it.

5. Cry babies

I'm actually quite traumatized when it comes to crying babies. Oh ask me why,BECAUSE I'M SHARING THE ROOM WITH MY TWO MONTH'S NEPHEW.. I don't think you guys need an explanation on that.

6. 'Metrosexual' guys.

Well I don't think there's anything wrong when a guy pay some reasonable attention to his outer look every now and then . But what do you call  a guy who keep running into the washroom to check on his hair appearance? 

7.Mood swings

I have listed a number of things that I cant handle in others but there's something that I can't handle in my own self. My mood swings.It's just getting pathetic day by day. I can even write a lengthy post on this and the person that is most affected is RJ !!!!!! 

8.Unwanted guest

Especially when your favorite show running on the TV and the only TV in the house is in the living room and all the guest are really comfortable in the couch.

9. Racism

I really cant stand racism. When RJ and I go out together,people look at us as if something wrong. As if both of us are from different species and we shouldn't be together, There was once a group of men actually asked RJ 'what is he' and 'what is me'.We were really offended by what they said to us.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Prompt No 6: The hardest thing you’ve ever been through

There was a time in my life that I felt as though the whole world came crushing on me. It wasn't only me who felt such way,my family members were affected as well by what happened on that awful day of October 29, 2009.

What was the hardest thing i have gone through
Death...It is the saddest truth of life or is it the only truth in life?

A lot of questions raced through my mind when I heard what happened.  When we received the first call, we were told that he's lying unconsciously on the hospital bed ( which was obviously a lie). He was gone by that time and they didn't have the heart to  tell us the truth. I was so determined to save his life at any cost. After few hours another call came in and we were told about what  had actually happened to my cousin brother.

What first came to his mind when he realized that he's losing control of the plane and the next moment might not be his? How he felt when his entire life came flashing in front of him? Was there any moment he regrets the most? Was there any unfulfilled dreams? Did he remember the moment he peeped through the hospital glass to watch his newborn little sister and wonder how her life will be without him? What will happen to all the medals and trophy that shines proudly on his show case?

It was a bit hard for all of us to even think of a life without him.I mean how you even begin to a live without the usual phone calls and life update emails. How do you plan your vacation when the source of fun and happiness aren't there anymore? Life is certainly not the same without him. But you see, this is what happens when you went through the hardest time in your life.Slowly you will start to make peace with life and accept the term that not everything is sweet and rosy all the time. We all have to face death sooner or later.

Acceptance of his death brings me to another thought.Sometimes  I wonder  how would he react to the person I am now. I have changed a lot and maybe he wouldn't like the way I'm living now. I lie a lot to my parents and doing a job that I hate the most.These days I see myself a total failure. If anything good that happened in my life so far is the presence of RJ. I'm sure they will be good friends if he's still alive. Every time I speak to RJ, I see a glimpse of my brother in him. 

I think that's how you deal with the death of your loved ones. 
You see glimpses of them in everyone else....

He lived a good life ..I guess that's what matters the most now..

RIP brother...

Thank you for reading..:)


Wednesday, September 4, 2013

That one time you told a huge lie and kinda got away with it {or perhaps you didn’t and that would make an even better blog post! Cringe}

There was a huge organizational change happened back then. Our team was divided into two different business line. My whole new team was actually based on a different branch. Aforementioned company branch actually located quite far away and in order to reach there I have to pass by the bridge. My mom was really freaking out when I informed her about this. She told me if I have to move to a different branch, than I might as well quit my job. 

I tried explaining to her many times that I'm having difficulties to work in a situation where I was the only one left out at this branch and I have to move there as it will be convenient for me but all my effort was in vain. Distance wise it might be far but worth the travel. My mother stood firm on her decision and I have decided to move there anyway without telling her anything about it. I used to wake up so early to travel to the other branch and whenever she ask why the trouble going so early to work,I would just say I got a lot of things to do.

It went on just fine for few months till I found out that one of my distance cousin also worked in the same team, By knowing my name,he found out that I am actually his cousin sister.He started to call me 'sister' at office and trust me it was kinda awkward. As I feared, he started to spread the story about me working at this branch to his family members.Some secrets can't be hide forever.  My dad  happened to meet his dad at a funeral. During the casual talk,his dad bring up the topic of me who is working in the same company as his son. My dad,totally clueless about this was dumbfounded and asked me the next day  where exactly I was working. I was shocked but daring enough to say that I'm working at the same branch as this while.(I lied again) The whole day I was feeling guilty about hiding this from my father. That night I sneak in to my dad's room,bent on my knees and confessed that I actually working at that mainland branch and ask him not to tell mother as she will be worried about my safety.

Well,knowing my dad, I guess he told my mother about that but she never confront me about this tilll today.Anyways I'm back to the initial branch,special thanks to my current manager for bringing back to his team.

Thanks for reading..

I guess my writing getting worse day by day


Monday, September 2, 2013

Prompt No 4 ...The day you left home

The day I left home...

To be honest I never have a chance to fully move away from home. Just to make my mother happy, I applied for the university located in my hometown. I supposed the universe was all my side when I got to know that it was mandatory to stay in hostel during the orientation week as well throughout the first year of studies. I was over the moon, finally a life on my own.  I still remember clearly what happened on the first day I left home.

My mother actually followed me to the hostel room and do you guys want to know what she told my roommate after done interviewing her?

Dear, please take care of my daughter and please do accompany her whenever she goes bathroom.




However, I wasn’t surprised of the statement because I know I can expect this from my beloved mother.
Nevertheless, I really enjoyed my life three years in university even though I was always home during weekends to visit my mother. It was precious good old days where I can roam the streets and gaze the stars with my friends at midnight without anyone checking on me.

Well that is my mother; she has her own idea of how the life of her daughter ought to be. As long as I’m lying lazily on the bed and facing laptop all the day, I will be fine because her eyes are watching me and she will be in peace as long I am inside the house with her. Sometimes dinner may actually arrive on bed for me.  :O That’s too much isn’t it..(I ain’t gonna raise my daughter that way :P) .You see, that’s where our thoughts clashes. I believe that this is the time for me of anyone for that matter to explore the world and learn new things. 

My mother strongly believes that the world is not a safe place for her daughter. So until she change her mind, (Well I’m trying my best to make her understand), I will continue to lie that I work on weekends and go places to quench the thirst of travelling in me.  My life is confined into a tiny circle and I can’t cross the lines without hurting my mother. Dont get me wrong I love my mother so much and I'm trying as much as I could to make her happy ..Sometimes love makes everything so complicated you see..

Yes, I’m 25 years old and I still live under the comfort of my family mother.

P.S: I wish I can write more on this but my eyes are almost shutting down already.


P.P.S: Please excuse any grammatical error because I'm just to tired to proof read now





Friday, August 30, 2013

...The worst movie you ever did see, and why

Prompt No 2 ...The worst movie you ever did see, and why

I certainly have a list movies that I loathe watching. When it comes to movies, I have become very selective  and I would say good movies are hard to come by these days. It was one fine day and I decided to watch one of DVDs at home and by chance I selected the movie Sura (Tamil Movie). I know this is not the kind of movie that when the opening scene shows the heroine wearing make up before committing suicide because she wants to look good when her pictures come out in the newspaper after she died. Do you guys want to know why she wanted to commit suicide in the first place? Because she was mourning of her lost dog...

I find that absurd and totally not a comedy piece. After 10 minutes of watching the movie I found myself asleep with one arm hanging out of the couch with the remote still on my hand. I don't even attempt to watch the movie fully. I read some review prior writing this post and I couldn't agree that you have to leave your brains at home if you want to enjoy the movie. If you are looking for intelligent/creative script, please forget that this movie even exist.


Aftermath: 
Since then,I stopped watching Vijay's movies altogether. ...


Thursday, August 29, 2013

....That thing that happened in high school that pretty much changed your life forever

I was and I am always afraid of commitments. The fear of committing myself to something that I might not be able to deliver always holds me back from achieving a lot of things in my life. I’m glad that I came across Priyanka’s  blog post about  this

For the first time in my blog's history I'm going to do something crazy I’m on for the challenge.One of the reason I'm taking up the challenge is that I cant resist the temptation of writing those interesting topics besides of the intention to keep this blog alive. Of course I’m afraid  but as Priyanka said, If we don’t try,we’ll never know..

So,the first  of 50 sweetest things to blog about..

Here you go, the Prompt No 1

..That thing that happened in high school that pretty much changed your life forever

Betrayal

Some things that happened in the past cant be corrected till today and certainly cant be erased from our memory just like that. As I used to believe,'betrayal' was just a word in the dictionary but not till I learn the real meaning through the hard way. What kind of person were you when you were 13? I was the kind of person that if you love me I will you give you the sun,the moon and my paycheck. When someone that I thought was a friend betrayed me, it had clearly made an impact throughout my life.

The only reason we became friends was because she sat behind me. If you knew me back then,you would know how much of an introvert I was. And I don't have the reason to make much friends in school as half of cousins studied in the same school.

The incident happened one afternoon during Arts class. The teacher was quite a strict one and it happened to be that the whole universe decided to go against me when I forgot to bring my Arts notebook to school. I manage to cover my mistake by pretending to copy the notes with a paper on top of other subject notebook. My desk mate helped me to cover myself from the attention of the teacher as well. Everything was going on well as I started to say thanks to my guardian angels.Just when the class about to end my teacher ask her to come in front just to do a random checking on notes. It appeared to be that she didn't bring her notebook as well and was caught red handed by the teacher. While the teacher was lecturing to her about this,she told the teacher that I forgot to bring the book as well. Isn't that the most cruelest thing to do?

Of course what happened next was history. I was scolded in front of the whole class and was punished to write ' I will always remember to bring my notebook" (cant remember how many times though). Being scolded in front of the class was really something sensitive and humiliating to a 13 years old girl. I used to be very timid and this kind of situation certainly lower down my confidence level.
That was it..I stop speaking to her altogether. Since then, she was on top of the list of those that I don't wanna see in my life.

But You know,sometimes fate loves to play around especially by misreading all our wishes. I happened to bump into her many times in university and she added me in Facebook as well and started to PM me,asking what am I doing. Betrayal is always a betrayal. I don't know why I am like this but whenever I want to be close to someone this scene  always appeared on my mind like a big warning signboard along the highway. I started to become very cautious and started to filter every one who initiate conversation to me.Some of you might think that this whole thing is not a big deal but its kinda hard for you to become friend to someone who betrayed you once.

Or maybe I'm just not the forgiving type.

Maybe she just happened to teach me a lesson for life.

The end...

P.S :I might not be able to post daily but let's see how far this can go





  

Monday, July 22, 2013

A post out of Boredom-Tricks to call in sick to work



I called in sick to work  today and I am really bored right now. Last night I had some breathing difficulties,it seems that I am allergic of a medicine called Norgesic which Doctor gave me for the jaw pain that I was suffering for two months.

The choking/breathing difficulties last for more than two hours. I felt as though I couldn't breathe anymore and I see myself gasping for air and slowly attempting to breathe through my mouth. I still couldn't believe on what happened few hours back but one thing for sure when I started to see the vague figure of my dead grandfather,I certainly knew that Norgesic was playing with  my mind. 

Its Monday and its not cool to call in sick because its the busiest business day but I don't want to drive to work on this condition with drowsiness and so on. Eventually the breathing got better by noon and I'm well enough to update my blog.

For those who are not sick but want a day of two off,here are some tricks you can play along ;)

1. Called in the earliest possible to let your boss know that you are not feeling well to turn up for work. If you called later in the noon,most likely your boss will be suspicious that you woke up late and just making excuses not to come for work.



2.If you would like to plan leave earlier,make sure you act well to let your co-workers know that you are most likely will fall sick the next day.



3.If your boss/manager in your Facebook page,please don't be fool enough by updating status of your getaways or check in to any restaurant. That will make your boss really mad.



4.And yes please please appear sick when your turn in for job the next day,if you wanna cheat,do it the right way.


5. If  can please try to get medical certificates (MC)from a certified doctor.Its not that hard to fake your sickness just wake up in the morning don't brush your teeth and straightaway head to the nearby clinic. Changes are high where the doctor himself will offer you MC without you asking.

While these tricks are certainly effective,please don't overdo it and ended up losing your job. If you have a great boss like mine please try to go work everyday and less MCs means you have more bonus and promotions will come your way.

If you have an awful boss,then go ahead,play the trick well and make sure you  be a little more creative every  time you called in for sick.


P.S::The plan to introduce my mom to RJ couldn't be executed for certain reasons. Will definitely keep you guys updated about the progress.:)


Saturday, November 26, 2011

I 'Heart' You

Yes.One day,I wake up ,login to my blogger account and I was thrilled to find out that ‘the Other Side of me’ had hit 1001 100 followers readers and I couldn’t help myself from drawing a smile on my face.While I was totally being delusional about my newly founded joy,suddenly I remembered something that I wanna do when I had 50 followers back then.So folks before I reach my 150 readers,I think I shouldn’t procrastinate more on this thanks-giving post.

Okay before that,
A welcome note from this awesomely idiot,dumb, crazy author,
Ehem *clears throat* I started this blog as a complete anonymous. Most of my earlier post will tell you stories about how wrecked my life was,I guess I make my life that way. :/ I couldn’t help that from happening,I would say it was all part of growing up. Then,soon or after this blog starts to evolve from random stuff to short poems then to cute poems and once I did wrote a crazy love-fiction which till now waiting for its completion of Part 2.Trust me people,I guess it will never arrive :P. Besides,this blogosphere had given me lots of joy and also a chance to get to know some lovely people that shares the same love for writing and expressing themselves. I guess people here know more about me than my own family. :D

Without further ado,

*The orders doesn’t matter really..so don’t get offended yeah :P

Beyond Horizon-One of the early bloggers that followed me out of pity love for my blog and she never fails to drop a comment on every crap awesome post that I wrote.Initially we were connected with a smile post and then it evolves to hugs,wishes,emails,FB and now not a day passes without me wishing her morning and without her wishing me Nites.A soul sister I would say. About her poems,it just more than lovely and often left me speechless. I love the way she includes the moon and the stars in her poems..Its magical.:D

Alcina-My best friend in blogger. She knows a lot a about me,more than me myself. She had been patience with all my ramblings and crazy emails.She loves me but I love her more. She’s someone that I wish to meet someday. We both looking forward for the day and her poems are just so romantic and makes me silently wish to be able to write like her one day. Its amazing how both of us could count on each other even though we are separated by miles. I always have this special connection with this girl even though we have never met in real.*Hugs* ..one more thing baby,I cant bear the punishment..its too hard on me :)

Crystal-Ah the sweet girl ..Now who doesnt know her :) She's lovely,her words are as clear as crystal. She has a very pleasant personality.We used to exchange some emails and that brings us more closer that those rib breaking-bones crushing hugs. Crystal baby I think Ali Zafar is cute. :) This young girl has so much talent and I hope she never ever gives up writing because that's what Crystal is all about.

Suvaiba-She reminds of the girl that I was or I am still.A mirror of me,the same crazy-ness and the same lengthy emails.Love her more coz of that.Thanks to crystal for introducing you to me... and suvy duby darling our names are the best thing that happened to us,hain nah?She writes lovely poem and some random stuff about her cute-fun life.It's always a pleasure to read her. Ms tigress,I hope you and crystal baby come to place someday so that I can bring you guys to the best ice-cream place in town.

Furree Katt-A beautiful blogger and one thing that I like the most about her is her hairstyle.I proposed to my mother for that hairstyle but as usual access denied.Well, I have to agree on the fact that I would look awful with that hairstyle. Anyways Furree is a fun- loving- out going person. She blogs about her awesome-cool fun filled life and her doodles are always cute especially when she drew herself with that scarfs on. I have mentioned her before on my blog and i'm glad to do it again now. :)

Aliza-I like her name.I really do.She suggest me to read rage of angels and yes I bought that book and whoa..I fall for Sheldon's writing. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog frequently and you mentioned that you love my blog,yes Aliza my blog loves you more.Stick around here always.:D


PeeVee-Ah..she spread her PeeVee-ness around here. A blogger that I love to drop by and scream at her shoutbox. The post that she wrote about her special someone really made me smile and you don't know,I read that  post of yours at 3 in the morning and believe me the post was as sweet as honey.Blogger looks dull without you.Glad that you are back and now I can feel chocolates all around. PeeVee,love ya

Ovais- I had a couple of conversation with this guy via mail and chat and 99% of the talk would be about the one that leaves him breathless. He's so much in love with this girl that the whole blogville knows about their romantic relationship.The one that leaves him breathless is indeed a lucky girl. I hope your migraine doesnt disturb you that much. He's one of the guy that wishes to change the world in his own way,I wish him luck on that. Good luck on your studies too.I hope 18 Downing Street always speak about you and her always :D

Chintan-She's the blunt blogger.I admire her bluntness and outspoken personality. Something special about this lady is that she does what she like the most which is blogging. She brings some good issue to be discussed about and those topics are quite relevant too. One of the bloggers that I really looked up to.I respect you Chintu.:D

Reicha-A lady with words,I would say.She’s kind enough to drop by my blog,tolerate with my craps and still come up with a heart warming comment. I love to read her comments and she never fails to bring me smile with her words. She writes lovely poem and I hope for her to fill up her blogs write more and more poems. One of the angels in blogville that I love to see around my blog.Keep spreading smile baby and its amazing how you always have the right words to say.Love ya.

Aakash He is one of the most dumbest cleverest,craziest loveliest lamest coolest blogger in this blogosphere.:PI was confused whether to highlight his amazing sense of humor or the poet part of him.Then I realized the reason why I had followed his blog was because I fall in love with his poems in the first place.The poet in you always win aakash. A good friend that I came to know here.He makes me realize a lot of things in life. He knows a lot about me than I know about him.(Well I only know one secret of him) :D.Do write more aakash. Iwould love to read your poems.When it come to this guy I can blabber on and on..but I think I better stop here.Girls,Go and stalk his blog.he loves his female fans ;) and yes he’s still single ;D.Aakash you have to buy me a Coke for this.:P


Serendipity- In my eyes,she’s already a writer. The kind of writer that I love to read.I hope someday she will publish her own book and I will be the proudest person on Earth when I go around and tell everyone.''Oh I know her,I know the writer of this book.'' You do magic with your words and you know you have a lot more to offer. Dimple guys always attracts me and I hope you find your dimple guy soon. You don’t know one thing, I love the word‘serendipity’ so much.

MarieHarmony- A beautiful lady I would say,A regular commentator on my blog,but it just recently I started to follow her blog and I was amazed by her writing and her warm personality. When I read her childhood story I was touched deeply and I know there’s just something about this lady.Good to have you around Marie,people like you are rare to find.I hope we stick around each others blog always.

RedHanded- A mysterious person just like me.Both of us are anonymous here and we have cute mothers to deal with. Anyways her life is more fun filled than my lame life. I love her blog.. [okay now who doesn’t love her and her blog.] I guess I’m not saying anything anymore about this Red lady.She’s just AWESOME..now let the cap locks letters do the talking :D

Sneha- A very nice girl who used to and still drop by my blog frequently. Her blog’s title is dare to dream which  speaks clearly about her vision in life.Her simple way of writing and her insights on life amazed me in every way.I'm glad to have you around girl.I have to agree at times the hope and dreams on your blogs flew by my blog and inspire me.Smiles for you.Keep writing,you are good with words.

Viya-An active blogger,she blogs almost everyday.An archi student and just recently I have found out that she can speak tamil. So Viya do expect me to shout in Tamil on your shoutbox.It’s always a nice thing to relate with someone with the same mother tongue.Viya,I do still remember ,you are the first one to award me on your blog.Love you forever for that.Wish you luck with your VK.

Hamza-A cute 17 years old boy.I have written a post on how much I envied his cooking skill. He awarded me on his blog long long time ago and yes today I’m acknowledging him for that.You mentioned me as a sweet blogger. Still remember? Hamza,you always remind of someone that I knew and that’s one of the reason why I’ve followed your blog in the first place. Hamza I still sucks at cooking and teenage Mutiny rock always.

Ezazi-A cute,young beautiful lady.She enthralled me with her latest poem.This chattering drunk butterfly has amazing sense of humor too.She could make you smile with her words and she’s just awesomely crazy that's the reason why I adore her. Keep writing babe.


Normal is overrated-One of the cute blogger around here.Most of the time she vents out her true feelings.I like the honesty in her words and on some of the stuff she writes,I have to agree I can totally relate to her.Something she speaks my mind and I love her for that.I just wanna say to you that life is really beautiful when people like you around here.Thanks babe and wish you all the luck in the world.God bless.

Raaji- I adore her. I don’t think my words could do justice when it comes to her.She writes for  life,she inspires people with her words. Whenever I feel down,I will drop by her blog and her words is just the perfectly heals my worries.Raaji,I have to say this again I love autumn as much as you do.I do read each and every post of yours even though at times I don’t leave comments. Only God knows how much I adore you, your words and the way you connect life with nature,It’s just beyond the word marvellous.

Blasphemous Aesthete – Can anyone tell me where this guy have been missing? He’s not updating his blog lately but it doesn’t stop me from awarding him here. One of the bloggers that religiously comment on my blog.His comment  always sounds better than the whole post.His brilliant and insight into details posts always left me awed.For this guy,I would say I respect him.Please come back to blogger and I hope your boredom doesn’t steal you away from us for that long.:)


The Updater-Once,she promised me a date with a chef guy! Hey girl I even ditched the dimple guy for the chef guy.:P Anyways this blogger is a wonderful person.She write some random-cool stuff that's happening in her life.Someone who speaks her mind and she never fails to bring me a smile with her comment.I would like to thank you for the award that you gave me long time ago.I really appreciate that.Now grab my award for ya!:D * Nothing is lost and nothing will be* ;)

Moonlight-Owh this girl..she calls me princess here and that's very sweet of her. I've told her how much I love her rhythm/melody filled words that sings to me whenever I read em.You know one thing I loved the description of you in your profile. Its so apt! Do write more.You always makes me smile with your comment.I don't have to tell you how much i loved that,you just know ;)

The Guy In the Mirror-This person had included my blog on the list of bloggers that he loves. Thank you so much.I never had an opportunity to say how much i appreciated that.When I read about your post regarding periods and religious issue that arises from that,I was amazed really. Not many guys will go to that extent researching on this topic properly and come up with a good post.I salute you for that.Besides that,you always write from your heart and I loved the honesty that your post reflects upon.Thank you S.I know who you are :P

SUB-A proud father of her Hridhima.i fall in love with his daughter the first moment I heard her name. Her name means a loving heart and the definition of my name has something to do with hearts too. I love his recent blog ‘evolving daddy' more than the KHOJ blog.:P I loved the love filled post when he writes about her baby girl. Hridhima is the luckiest girl in the world to have good parents like you guys.Touchwood.May she lightens up everyone hearts with her smile.


The Other Side Of Me-I love you,that much I have to say today :)








So.. ladies and gentleman,grab the award.You don't have to write any crap random stuff about yourself.You may keep this award for yourself, display on your shelves blog or pass it around. 


Just do one thing,as soon as you receive this award,smile to a stranger,hug the person next to you,say a silent prayer for me and you... and finally wish me luck.Simple. Have you done that? Now you may leave my blog,and yes please remember to come back later.:)


Thank you peeps,you guys meant A LOT to me.Love all of you.

P.S:Phew!!! OMG, now I have to notify you guys about this award.