Sometimes I feel he'd better off without me. At least he can start to plan a normal life with marriage and kids,with me everything just seems to be impossible. Religion is one part, family pride is another. I believe there's a reason why destiny brought us together. I just hope it will be for ever. I love him so much to see him with somebody else. I think I'm selfish to keep him for the sake of my own happiness. I'm someone who never give up but maybe I'm just holding his life from him. He deserves a better life than being with me.
It's a struggle but I'm wiling to fight till the end..
While it may be selfish to keep him for the sake of your own happiness...it's not selfish to keep him for the sake of his...think about it...
ReplyDeleteand u really think he wants you to leave him for his own betterment? You know the answer isn't in the affirmative.
ReplyDeleteThis is his choice to make - what he wants to do with his life and how long he wants to stay with you - you shouldn't worry about it. You'll probably hurt him more if you do.
ReplyDeleteNever think that about yourself, you will always be good enough if he decides to stay.
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Hmm... this story will change is chapters in a year or so. Things will become clearer. All the best.
ReplyDeleteThis is a bit depressing. :(
ReplyDeleteI have beeen there..Hold on Stay and Fight He needs you as much as you need him..He won't be happy without you
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