It's just way too loud, the way the ladies in the office laughing hysterically. Especially when its 6am, you just want to start the morning quietly and mind your own business. Their voices and laughter sounds like a pain to my ears, the kind of pain that bothers my concentrations and attention towards work.
Why is it so hard to start a conversation with you, you are just too quiet and I heard you were very chirpy once? one of them asked.
The reason is I have chose to be close only to people that I like, people who I think are kind, not with people who wants something out of me so that my story can fill up the voids and empty silences during their lunch time. They have spoken bad about others to me. So it doesn't take much longer for them to gossip about me.
I wish I can say this straight to her face someday.