Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I dwell in you,as you

My heart is stubborn
When it comes to you
You decided to walk away
It ain’t easy,
I’m everywhere
I’m the smile of a stranger
I’m the laugh of a kid
I’m the fragrance of jasmine
I’m the silence
I’m the noise
I’m the dreams
I’m the moonlight
You can’t hate me
Coz I won’t let you
I keep you in my eyes
I keep you in my days
I keep you in my memories
I shall be silent
Till you break it one day
I shall be smiling
Coz that’s how you remember me
Coz that’s how I remember you
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Its been some sort of a roller coaster ride for the past few weeks,I find myself on top of the world one moment,where I felt immense flow of happiness and pleasure and then all the fun disappears when I get down from the ride. Everything happened so fast.

People were flocking in my room called life. They shower me with smiles,hugs and yes lots of peck on the cheek. I felt loved truly by these people whom I get to know for just a while. I met some strangers and they fascinates me with their dreams and gave me a sense of realization that I too have dreams,and its time to clear off all the dusts and give my dreams a life.

The ride was fun but as soon as it ended,I felt as though I'm empty with no feelings and direction.I don't know,I'm confused more that ever but don't get me wrong,I'm not sad (Maybe this is just a phase of life)

And now I need hugs,yes Crystal's way of hugging ''super-tight,crushing-the-bones hug''

P.S: I have a friend who can make Lavender ice creams...  Isn't that awesome?

10 comments:

  1. Unwrapping a smile here and is hugging you tight :)
    The poem has a sweet fragrance of hope, you are not upset because the sadness doesn't dwell at the place where hope resides.
    I like your writings as usual and this one is another piece from your side that i enjoyed.
    Take care !!
    PS : Enjoy life(ice cream) before it disappears slowly (melts) :)

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  2. Am gonna say it again Its PERFECT!!!

    The stubbornness of wanting that person, kind of being possessed. Its a feeling everyone dwells within them.

    But at the same time,There is a touch of innocence too. You want that person, but knowing it can never come true.

    Some dreams remain dreams forever...but they leave behind 'MEMORIES' you live with and those never fail to make you smile :)

    Its a blend of varied emotions, strong, innocent, loving :D

    *warmest hug* and Love

    P.S. Let me know about your roller coaster ride.
    ICE CREAM!!! Be it any flavor its relishing :D

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  3. I don't know why, your post reminded of unwrapping a gift. I really don't know why? Probably cos it had a surprise for me in the end. Hehe.
    I don't know. :O since you asked for a rib-breaking, bone-crushing super tight bear hug, thou shalt get one. *sends love across the net*
    This post has SO many emotions that start flowing once you read this. IDK where to start.
    Some dreams have to be clung on, and when you fee like leaving and quitting just think of what made you stick till so long.
    Have faith and keep blossoming. You're worth every bit of happiness that crosses your path. Every bit, I swear.
    And I want an ice cream in return of the hug. Yes, I'm mean. :P

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  4. hello darling,
    i think you are in a state/phase in which when someone asks you "HOW ARE YOU?" you answer back " I AM FINE, ATLEAST I THINK/HOPE SO"
    well yes its a guess but your poem made me go on a REVERSE MODE spree....
    my life and the tragic/tremendous changes some which i wished for and some which i still can't decipher why the heck did they happen
    but you no baby, its fine till the time you can feel your heartbeat. and you say 1,2,3 and SMILE ...
    :)
    it happens , it happened and it will happen and around 20 years later when you find a little girl in the same crisis you will tell her the same...
    i know its getting long em sorry
    em giving you an EXTRA BIG DADDY BEAR HUG TOPPED WITH MY WIDE SMILE AND FUNNY LAUGH AND KOHLD EYES and THEY WILL TELL YOU-YOU ARE WORTH LIVING SO TOP THINKING ABOUT ENDS...!
    :)
    i want an ice cream too.!
    <3

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  5. Very moving - emotions, images are flying through the lines and we can catch so much of your feelings and maybe our feelings too, past or present. We can imagine many lives.
    There's a stage like this in life when all is fine but it looks like something is missing and we don't know what.
    Sending you a Big Hug - Indulge with lavender, or any kind of, ice cream and you'll wake up one morning all will be clear.
    Take care.

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  6. Hugs.. would love some lavender ice cream too.. And u captured what ur feelin. beau

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  7. Those were some beautiful lines and yes indeed..Life is a roller coaster ride ....

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  8. @sneha
    I wish i could escape by saying its a fiction :( btw,thanks :)

    @Reicha
    aww..thanks for liking my writing,its always a pleasure to have you here:)and yes you are so right when you said ''sadness doesn't dwell at the place where hope resides''.
    Ice creams..for sure I'll enjoy evey chunk of it :)thanks darling

    @Beyond Horizon
    You just know me right? I always love the way you nailed the point that i'm trying to convey here :) I dont have to tell you how much I love you :)

    @Crystal baby
    yes yes..do you like the gift? :P aww..I felt it right away you send to me..the rib breaking crushing the bones hug (updated version) :P
    dreams are always there honey ...that's what life is all about and yes everyone deserves happiness,every bit of it,so do you :) thanks for the hug,Ice creams sure ..I have plenty of supply here :D
    Nah,you are sweetest mean that I've ever known

    @suvaiba
    hey honey your comment makes me laugh..heheh..yeah crazy stuff do happen all the time but till you feel your heartbeat say 1,2,3 and smile..I love the way you say it *im already smiling here*

    awww ilove this *EXTRA BIG DADDY BEAR HUG TOPPED WITH MY WIDE SMILE AND FUNNY LAUGH AND KOHLD EYES * ..and i wanna more of it

    P.S :ice creams for ya and i love long comments..really :D

    @Marie
    Thanks for the lovely comment,i love the way you interpret it :) yes,something is missing here,and i couldn't see it anymore but ice creams will be fine for now and yes i'm feeling better already
    yes i just received your big hug *smiles*

    @ The privy lotus
    Thanks and yes lavender ice creams for you ..

    @Peaches
    Thanks honey and thanks for big hugs

    @ red handed
    thanks darling and life is a roller coaster ride :)

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