I have been thinking about death lately, but sorry to disappoint you guys…this post is not going to be on the emotional part of leaving the world and my loved ones..
what’s making me sad the most about dying is leaving those non-living things behind..my laptops,books,my study table,bed,clothes,shoes,watch,bag..and etc… I have been worrying about them lately..what will happen to them when I am gone..=/
I guess I should start making a will so that all my lovely belonging stuff will end up in the right hands..because all my stuff had been given 101% attention and they shall be continually given those attention even when I’m gone forever..but if I start talking about leaving wills and death, my mom will give me a kind of stare that will totally zip my mouth for at least one hour..[yes my mom could make me shut-up with her ever famous and powerful stares]..so I’m thinking of writing a will and hide it underneath my closet..:D
So you guys must have been wondering why this whole non-living things matters so much to me…well I would like to start with my laptop first,I bought IT with my own money and yeah my own HARD-EARNED scholarship money..so its kind of like my first child and most importantly my laptop holds the darkest secret and the shiniest dream of mine and of course all the other silly details about me too,..SO if it’s ever falls in wrong hands, I will be dead even when I’m already dead.Got that????.Hence,its very important to safeguard my laptop….
Next will be my book collections...they are my companions for life..I don’t need anyone when I have my books with me..they keep me alive and make me feel like I’m alive..so they should also end up on safe hands too, they should take care my books as the way I would have done if I’m still alive. And to make things worse I’m the only bookworm in my family, so I don’t think they will understand the sense of belonging that I have with my books and…. I bought all the books by myself..with my again HARD-EARNED pocket money..I will rather die of starvation that selling away my books so no one should take them for granted;/
The other stuffs that I aforementioned above equally have its own unique story behind and they shall be treated with utmost care and love tooJ
The reason why I’m rambling about leaving a will and all the stuff about dying is coz I have just been reminded by jobstreet that I will be having my birthday in less than 6 hours..so far I have lived for 2# years, and I’m grateful to be still living..Out of sudden.I had this thought that what If I don’t manage to live up to my next birthday. gosh..its creepy nah??!!! @_@
[ So that was the reason!!!]
Anyone who’s willing to wish me a happy birthday,..you guys are most welcomed to do so in the comment box..remember: bE NICE,after all its my birthday J
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love you guys :):)
P.S : I should start writing a more professional will..