Saturday, May 4, 2013

Now and Then


I adore those who can write flawlessly, the way they line up words in sentences, creating a perfect harmony and mesmerizes anyone who reads them.

Words are beautiful, and to be able express oneself with words is definitely a gift that not everyone could own.
I love writing but for the past six months, words are hard to come by.

A lack of confidence I would say, but at the same time I do realize it could be because of the job I'm having right now. There's a reason why I'm still clinging on to the current job apart from the fact that it paid off my bills.

There's a lot of things happening in my life, some are very bad and some are very good. Life has its own share of ups and downs but then don't ever let your guards down. I have been hiding a lot of things from my parents and friends which I don't really like doing, but then it seems like nobody understand or even try to understand my point when I share
All their arguments seems to be based on religion and little on humanistic approach. It's really hard unless one day God himself can come down from wherever He is and explain to them about my feelings.
So that's why I have completely stop mingling around anyone these days and the sad part is I have stopped blogging altogether. From this post, you guys should have hinted how scattered my mind is right now but all I wanted to do is to start writing again.

8 comments:

  1. its really nice to see you back... i can understand your feeling but dear you have to be strong... I want to say you one thing start blogging and pour out your feelings here... everything is going to be okke... think everything in a positive way.... most important keep smiling :)

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    1. Thank you so much dear for you words and supports :)

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  2. I envy those kind of people...

    Keep fighting :)

    Stay Blessed ^_^

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  3. Worry not, you still can write beautifully and u do. Its just the job stress and the million thoughts in your head that stop you from writing it all out.
    Take a break..and talk to someone. Be open even if they do not understand.

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    1. yeah the stresss is killing me!!!!!

      Its hard to talk with close minded people..seriously hard..They look at me as if im possessed :S

      Thanks dear for your words :)

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  4. well, yes i do feel that there are times when one can write thousands of words a single day and then there is time when one cannot write like 10 words in a month! i wish you do get back to blogger... and well i think one cannot share everything with parents for obvious reasons but one can share those things with friends...

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    1. Exactly..but sometimes friends dont understand as well :(

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