But then it wasn’t easy either when the old
life was more comfortable than this one. You don’t have to make new friends, newspapers
will arrive directly to your doorstep and sundry shop guy just know exactly
when the sugar and spices on your shelves will dry out precisely. No worries
about finding the best place for the weekly laundry. You are so accustomed to
the old bed that you used to lay unconsciously after a lousy day at work. You
find it so easy to be staring on the ceilings and blaming the world for your
failure that for now you just want to run back to your place and cuddled in
that blanket with the lights off.
That old life seems to be the perfect
excuse to not wanting to move on, but isn’t it a kind of betrayal to all self
pledge that you had done while moving your belongings into that truck the other
day. And so you slowly walked towards the kitchen makes yourself a cup of coffee
and rest your shoulder to the window pane. For now this life seems to be
lonely, there wasn’t anything to look forward to when it’s just the sound of
your own humming to a forgotten tune breaking the silence of your own thoughts.
Along with the smell of the freshly painted
walls and kids roaring with so much of excitement after scoring their goals,
you just know that this life promises something. Something that you have no
idea yet, something that will bring back everything that you have lost because for
now life had taken you to the right place, exactly the place that you have to
be right now. There wasn’t any regret of
the leaving, there’s just a lot of excitement around me, wondering of how to
make friends with the strangers along the neighbourhood.
But with the knock on the door, I guess I don’t
have to try hard on making friends here..there just seems to be lots of
friendly people around here ..
you seem have just moved to a new place,am i right? well obvious enough. have a good process of adapting then.
ReplyDeletedo write more about your neighborhood and who knows you gonna find your Mr Plus One there :P
eheh.
hahah..Mr plus one sounds niceeeeeeee..hehe..not a new place, a new surrounding I would say :)
ReplyDeleteand thank you boy :)
haha. sounds nice aint it ?
Deleteok i see.
same wish goes then, hihi
Yeah..thank you for that :)
DeleteThough it can be emotionally draining, I like moving because I get to throw out things I don't use and I like the newness of the new place. I don't like feeling like the outsider, though.
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll enjoy your new space.
Me too..i like to throw out things I dont use too..kinda save some space :)
DeleteThank you for dropping by
I don't like moving, I dunno it scares me. Maybe because I hate the changes that comes with moving :/ but hey, sometimes it's really good to get a change :D
ReplyDeleteChanges are good for sure..I hate changes too but sometimes there's no other ways :)
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